Roadside Bar //

i look at everyone around me
i am so sick of this place
anyone and anything makes me sick
i just want to end it all
i return to my room walls white with black shades
oh how would red look?
the reasons are not for your ears
the feelings are not for your heart
i circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
can i find a way out besides this?
i need it
i want to be where you are
i miss you